music is my life. (: <3

Sunday, April 29, 2007 12:02 AM

now spells the end of the 137th day since we got together.
i'm glad you were my first;
because you were the best.
thanks for everything.
i know i couldn't possibly find someone else like you.
you were like the best any girl could ask for;
loving, caring, romantic, sweet, always giving in, and the list goes on and on.

i'm sorry our story has to stop here.
but please remember,
we didn't end because i didn't love you anymore or vice versa.
but because of something i couldn't bring myself to face.
this story of ours is only at a comma, not a fullstop.

so should love and fate dictates,
one day we'll be back together again.

remember tbttheh to me?
it will always remain true.
and mfl?
it will also remain true.
and you'll always remain as my sbb. (:

although our days has only been 137,
we know we share something far more than that.
5 years of knowing each other, befriending each other, of being my god-brother all these while.
5 years of love, concern and everything you can ever afford to give anyone.
1 year plus of what we shared before we officially started.
i'm sorry i never gave as much as you did.

till the end.
all these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night
i don't know how i found you
i'm thankful that i had
now that i have a love so true
to hold to keep to share
in my heart
i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world
there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life my soul my girl
and through it all
i know you'd come to see
that you're the one
till the end
all my friends surround me
say you'll be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home
in my heart
i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'd always be
with you until the very end
in this world
there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life my soul my girl
and through it all
i know you'd come to see
that you're the one
till the end
we'll always be till the end

remember this song?
it will always remain as the song shared between us.

thank you for every single thing.
thank you for racking your brains every night just to send me a really sweet and long goodnight message that will never fail to make me smile.
thank you for taking every chance and moment you can to tell me 'iloveyou'.
thank you for never getting upset with me when i spoil your stuff; like your mummie's mp3, your watch and when i lost the present you gave me the very next day.
thank you for always being there when i keep losing my possessions.
thank you for lending me your shirts everytime i go over to your place.
thank you for always taking care of me when i'm sick.
thank you for always telling me that i'm good enough.
thank you for scrunching your face back at me when i do it at you.
thank you for making silly faces back at me whenever i do it at you.
thank you for hugging and trying to coax me everytime i whine, sulk or throw my tantrums.
thank you for appreciating me in every single thing i do.
thank you for making me feel so loved and important.
thank you for showing me what true love is about.
thank you for giving me your all.
thank you for always being my guardian angel;
speaking words of encouragement when i'm down,
catching me when i fall,
being there when i need a shoulder to cry on,
and loving me despite all my weakness and shortcomings.
there are so many more things i need to thank you for,
but it's only gonna go on and on.
so i just wanna thank you for every damn thing.

my dear darling, i cannot express how thankful i am to you for everything you've done for me. every single thing.. let my tears today be an expression of my gratitude.

to have met you, known you and being loved by you,
was such a gift bestowed from heaven
on someone as unworthy as i am.

this isn't your loss;
it is mine.

so please darling,
do not cry.
because i do not deserve it.

till then baby,
i love you. (: